"Man is by nature anxious."

I've been wanting everything to go smoothly but I know it's never possible. I feel anxious of so many things. I feel intellectually incapable. I feel inferior. I feel alone.

There's many things I like to achieve but when I ask myself if its really what I want, I'm not quite sure. If you ask me what I see of myself 10 years from now, I can't answer, I can't picture myself. At my age, I should have done or planned my future, my career path. And that's what I'm trying to do. However, I get this tensions when I pursue them, some may say this is normal that everyone goes through this stage but not everyone overcomes it and what they may have felt/feeling is different from mine.

There's a tension building within me. I just know it. I come to rationalizing everything, aiming to control it but I seem to can't. I needed answers.

I should have took Adlerian than Person Centered. o_o

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