Emotional vs. Professional

After long prayers for getting a job, here I am, resigning on my first job with the reason of (1) I always come late and (2) I don't like the environment anymore. Is this being professional or emotional? 

I believe I'm professional in a sense that I know what I'm capable of and what I'm not. Since I'm not capable of coming in the exact time, I'd rather quit instead of staying and getting memos. Well... the fact that punctuality needs to be address, that's being unprofessional. Suddenly, I lack motivation of going to work and the feeling of excitement just flew away. They say, it may be that everyday is just the same and that there's nothing to learn anymore or rather, I'm not given any challenging works. Anyway, let's move to the second reason... environment. I got affected of how we work and deal with each other. I admit, this is being emotional and I'm not happy of what's happening and how I'm being affected of it so instead of adjusting into things I don't like, I'd rather search for the place where I'm going to fit in.

I may have the potential or may learn more in this field however, I won't limit myself when there's also opportunities for growth in other companies. I do regret leaving a comfortable way of work but I prefer a just and happy environment. I may have passed greater opportunities for this job but here I am. It's time to redeem them back. 

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