Lokohan.

My roommate and an online friend told me to download this app called Tinder. It's a dating app, they said. Curiously, I did. It shows pics of men and women whom you'll decide whether to swipe right to like and left to ignore. If both of you liked each other's profile, that's when you can chat each other. 

I had a few people who I have chatted and 1 whom I met. We dated twice but it was not an ideal experience and I'm not into him. I was just being nice. Still, we chat but not longer than 3 minutes. The longest I have chatted was for 4 nights. It's really nice talking to him, having endless conversation and all. He looked me up in facebook but didnt add me. I wonder. I asked for his name, but he gave a fake one. He also didnt reply that night. Was I ditched? The following day, he said "Hey" and I responded. Last night, I purposely did not reply. And this night, with the use of my internet research skills, I found his real name and looked him up. He has girlfriend; perhaps this was the 6 year relationship he was altogether telling and lying to me. Anyhow, they both look great together. 

I had always doubts of finding a serious relationship in cyberspace. And it's really hard to find an honest person, offline and especially online. I'm gonna let it go, I wont take control. Bahala ka na batman!