Getting a little down

I'm sad. Trying not to be but here I go again, can't help it.

Work has been tough yet I seem not being able to be productive. Sheesh. I hate complaining and I don't like hearing complaints. I just want to pass my resignation letter and leave right out of the company. But I can't do it; it's just not right because it's in the middle of the school year. Sigh.

Also, it's my birthday and it feels like it's not. This is just depressing. Only an hour passed though, but I was really hoping that someone would be thoughtful enough to greet me at 12 in the morning. It's selfish of me; I forgot I also havent been greeting friends on that time. Well anyway, move forward. I'll just remind myself to keep moving forward.

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