Emotionally confused.
I. am. weird. Really! under circumstances though, such as in this feeling I have.
I like someone a lot but not that much, however, when I found that he was recently committed, my heart got shattered. It wasn't supposed to be like that. I kept on checking his page and looking for updates when I know what kind of post I'll see - pics of him and her. I remembered one article that says, we people likes to get hurt, which says it was said by Freud. This might be true cause I know that I'll get hurt just by checking it, I'd still do it. Am I weird?
Anyway, there's this guy I met 2 or 3 days ago. He's quite a simple a guy with good charisma. He started texting me, I feel happy because he's somewhat giving me the feeling that he likes me. BUT he gives me messages which seem to be group message and I hate those kinds. If you wanna text me, at least say my name on it else I'll keep on feeling that it's also given to other people whom he knew. Am I being too selfish?
So, I feel hurt and at the same time cheery of a potential lovelife? This is so mess up. Intellectually speaking, I shouldn't be even worrying of this as this may be petty but I just want a definite feeling wherein it feels right. Ugh, I'm so complicated.
I like someone a lot but not that much, however, when I found that he was recently committed, my heart got shattered. It wasn't supposed to be like that. I kept on checking his page and looking for updates when I know what kind of post I'll see - pics of him and her. I remembered one article that says, we people likes to get hurt, which says it was said by Freud. This might be true cause I know that I'll get hurt just by checking it, I'd still do it. Am I weird?
Anyway, there's this guy I met 2 or 3 days ago. He's quite a simple a guy with good charisma. He started texting me, I feel happy because he's somewhat giving me the feeling that he likes me. BUT he gives me messages which seem to be group message and I hate those kinds. If you wanna text me, at least say my name on it else I'll keep on feeling that it's also given to other people whom he knew. Am I being too selfish?
So, I feel hurt and at the same time cheery of a potential lovelife? This is so mess up. Intellectually speaking, I shouldn't be even worrying of this as this may be petty but I just want a definite feeling wherein it feels right. Ugh, I'm so complicated.
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